
No, not talking VPL or whale tails here, but what is the bottom line as far as Christian faith content and practice is concerned for SofaChurch?
I ask 1) for communal clarity and 2) because of arriving at a place of personal honesty which may or may not dictate the acceptability of my faith in certain contexts. This is a bit rambling, disparate perhaps, but has been bubbling away under my surface for some time.
By means of disclaimer, this text is entirely my own opinion and neither reflects endorsement nor accepted doctrine by individuals and denominations associated with SofaChurch.
Now the main reason for these musings is this. For the first time since my early teens, any sense of vocation to church ministry has gone. I don't know if it's revoked, dead, or gone on holiday, but in the three months I've suddenly found myself with no mental picture of myself involved ministry. Ever. Strange, but it's given me a lot of confidence and determination to get on and do that which I have already found within myself to do.
The spiritually castrative effects of some theologies which I have been observing is also really rattling my cage and further convinces me that,
as far as I am concerned, conventional Christianity is a dead vehicle in terms of relating to people and to God. I meet enough people who also feel that. The church needs nothing short of a new reformation.
I continue to feel drawn to more engaging spiritualities for my outlook- Quakerism, or even pushing further towards Druidry. As my Facebook belief description says "Work in Progress".
I retain a strong belief in Christ as The Logos (John 1:1) - the undergirding principle of The Universe in Whom all things hold together, and was incarnated a full, vulnerable human being, died, and resurrected. For me that's about as far as my Christian faith goes if I'm totally honest with myself. I don't believe in the efficacy of prayer; I see it primarily as a psychosomatic benefit for the cognizant pray-er and pray-ee. God knows (and I know he does) when I last sat down to read the Bible and actually get anything from it either.
I can talk the talk, and I can get evangelistically aroused and gush forth 'the right theology', but it's not me.
I am a pantheist - God in everything and everything in God loosely speaking (I might even go so far as animist of sorts), a universalist - all paths leading to God - and while I believe coming to an articulated faith in Christ
can help, the pantomime of Church life tends to cancel out the Good News Christ is supposed to bring.
Is SofaChurch able to accommodate a heretic, yeah, maybe even apostate in some eyes such as me? I keep trying to accept the way things are commonly held to be, but it just doesn't add up for me. I feel a huge fraud, with people thinking I am ABC, when in fact I'm XYZ.
Also hanging over my thoughts of recent months are these three musings, the latter two being more relevant to the bottom line thing:
1) As far as our time and culture are concerned, Church and Christianity are just not able to cater for men between late 20s to early 50s unless you fit a particular model. Children, OAPs, and women of any age find a communal niche. Any male friendships, if there are enough of them, are those forced into 5 to 10 mins of tea / coffee time after the important service has subdued all sense of community once a week. Church really is not the Good News it ought to be. Even more so if you're a man in the middle bit of life.
2) I'm still trying to work out where SofaChurch sits regarding Scriptual authority, in view of general acceptance that there are parts of Scripture which are less reliable or contradictory on non essential matters.
3) I would reckon the group is welcoming and open to homosexuals, though I wonder how it would fare if we had an active homosexual couple join us?